near seamless
♫ lately, i seem to walk as though i have wings
generally, i am a separate entity from the characters i see as "myself." but the line blurs between me and a few characters; angel devil most of all, but i can never seem to remember why. one day i simply knew!
i do love him quite a lot, for obvious reasons... but it has never been in a genuinely fanatic way. it's hard to describe despite that i've lived with it for so long. i don't label what it is anymore. i simply see him as me and i as him.
usually i find myself defensive over a character like himself, but i've grown to accept it. it's just me; what is there to defend?
bump into things, like someone in love
i'm not sure if i loved aki before or after the fact. either way, it's silly. and expected. i love him dearly and i probably will for some endless amount of time. i don't like to write overly sappy in the vast world of the internet; those words feel sacred and that's how it'll stay. but i do like expressing how i feel at some surface level. 🌞🌑
someone in love - björk